I’m a mess–emotionally and physically.
Caps and gowns go on sale on Tuesday. Uh, WHAT? I just ordered graduation announcements…everything is in line for me to peace out of college. I’m ready, but I’m not.
I’m ready to be done but I’d like to have a plan. Why must grad schools take so long to decide? The suspense is killing me. The past 3 months have been like the last 10 minutes of today’s gold medal hockey game.
I feel like I’ve been holding my breath since Dec. 15 and it’s starting to take a toll on me. I’m exhausted all the time (yuck). I’ve dropped 15 pounds (not so yuck). Food doesn’t taste good. I don’t get enjoyment out of books. My mind is constantly on post-May 2010. It sucks.
It just needs to be March 31 so I can take a deep breath and figure my life out.
Until then, I’ll be here gasping for air.